dead

i was up all night finishing that paper. i finished it just before 8, including re-typing the works cited page. i futzed with a bit of the spacing so it's more obviously 6 pages, even though technically it's just under 5.5. whatever, i don't care.

i'm gonna turn this thing in, stay conscious through whatever he has to say, and then go nap till 1:30. it'll be awesome.

english is gonna be the death of me...

for serious, no joke. i have to write this entire review of research paper tonight. i'm expecting it to be an all-nighter, which is going to suck. at least i don't have math and i can sleep through cinema.

had my advising appointment today. nothing really new. i'm taking 2 summer classes this summer, and i calculated i can take 14-15 credits a semester for the next 2 years to get everything done. after this semester i'll have 61/123, and i'm taking 7 this summer. i'm really happy with the way the summer courses are organized. i'm taking 2 3-week long intensive courses: psych 101 and art of india. i have each for 3 hours a day, 5 days a week. psych at 9, history at 3. there's about a week between the end of finals and the start of summer classes, and my sessions are done by june 11. so i'll be going back to work later than usual, but oh well.

i really don't have anything else to talk about. i only have a few classes this week. no ceramics and no math, which is awesome, though i still have to go in and practice on the wheel. only 1 textiles class, and the usual cinema and english classes.

mmm, red bull.

ugh, this is going to kill me, isn't it...

i'm going home this weekend to attend a giant pillow fight in dc with yasha. i might be hanging out with shelley as well, which will be sweet. and i have to plan out when i'm taking what courses for the rest of college with dad. i'm already planning on taking 3 studios in the fall: two textiles and 1 drawing. i'm really excited about drawing, mainly because after the basic one i can take life drawing. that'll have to make up for the fact that apparently i can't take anatomy... maybe i can squeeze into anatomy for the dancer and fill my open electives.

grr, degree requirements are a bitch and a half to deal with...

fuck school, man...

a meme thing from cesley

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
suuure

Gonna do anything new this year?
already done several new things, and hopefully more to come

The last time you felt honestly heart broken?
last week's "lost" was pretty heartbreaking...

Are you craving something?
bagel. whoa, hey, there's a bagel!

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
my meds... that would make everything so much easier...

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
none

What's something not many people know about you?
not sure the internet is the way to go with revealing that kinda stuff...

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
probably not

Have you ever swallowed a watermelon seed?
people haven't?

Do you currently have a hickey?
nope

Who did you last go out to eat with?
angelaaaa

Are you planning on watching New Moon?
i really just want to skip the end when they're in italy and forget about all that terrible angst...

Miss someone?
oh yeah

Be honest, do you like people in general?
not really

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
uhh

Now your cell phone, what color is it?
purple!

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not yet, i just woke up

So, what do you want for your birthday?
a bass!

What is your mom saved as in your phone?
mom. but she has a pic of her motorcycle, so that's cool, right?

Do you tell your parent's everything?
psh

What do you like more, Fruits or Veggies?
fruits!

Who do you talk to the most about your problems?
yasha and angela

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
cigarettes, yeah, probably.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
what kinda question is that? i'llprobably hurt myself trying to finish this english assginment...

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
present and very near future, like this coming week

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
weekends tend to be around 12, weeknights tend to be around 5-6

Are you easy to get along with?
once i stop being shy and actually engaging, yeah i think so

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no way

What was the last drink that you had?
water

When was the last time you were sick?
i have a feeling i'm constantly on a low simmer with colds... maybe it has to do with my basement room, but i'm sniffly all the time

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yeah, but i don't think i will

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before

What's your favorite perfume/cologne?
i really don't wear perfume...

Do you have a good reputation?
i'd like to think so

Have you ever cheated?
not in relationships

Ever made someone cry and laughed?
at the same time? don't think so

Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with?
no clue

How many jerks do you know?
a few? idk

Favorite color?
greens

Who made you mad today?
i really only just got up... but i was annoyed earlier by loud people outside my window at 8...

Are you upset?
not really

One question that's on your mind?
am i actually gonna do homework today?

Person you're trying to ignore?
no one

If you could kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
uhh, i can't even remember who that was...

Do you regret things?
i regret random little things, and they way i went about ending my last relationship.

Do you think anyone will read your answers?
probably not, but whatevs

Who do you trust?
yasha, definitely. and a couple others

Do you forgive easily?
generally, yeah

What's on your mind?
english... AHHHHHHH! and my silk painting, but that'll hopefully be fun. and classes...

If you could apologize to anyone right now, who would it be?
i'm sorry if it seems like i led you on. i didn't really understand myself at the time, and now that i do, i know i was kinda a bitch to do that to you. i'm glad, though, that you seem better now.

Are you honest?
i try to be

What are you listening to?
voxtrot, yeahh

Are looks important?
unfortunately, yeah

What flavor of chapstick did you last use?
burt's bees original. mmm

Where did you get the shirt that you're wearing?
my bro, and he from some little league

Is anybody in the room with you right now?
just me

Do your socks constantly mis-match?
nope

Have you ever been on fmylife.com?
i used to like it, but then i found mlia, and then i forgot about both

Aside from your own, whose house did you last set foot into?
angela's dorm? does that count?

Wishing you could have said something to someone when you had the chance?
yeah

Fess up, who was the last person you thought about kissing?
uhh...

Last picture comment was from?
shelley

Ever tackled someone to the ground?
not quite to the ground, we were at work. but yeahhh

How many people have you hugged in the past week?
quite a few, i can assure you

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably, but i have no idea who

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
the quiet side is bigger, but sometimes i can be loud

Are you a stressed out person?
yesssss

Are your parents over the age of 40?
quite

How are you feeling?
cold, hungry, sleepy

Are you ready to get out of this town?
not quite yet, though i certainly don't plan on staying in this town

How important is trust?
extremely

Are you the youngest of your siblings?
nope

I bet someone's on your mind right now?
sure

Have you ever slapped someone?
not that i can think of

Will tomorrow be better than today?
no classes = yes. giant-ish english paper = no

Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
naturally neutral, with a tendency towards happy

Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
a couple times, yeah. though generally it's more high than drunk. my friends are cool like that...