i'm a philosophizer

moscovite114 (4:28:39 PM): how am i still falling in love wit hthis girl

moscovite114 (4:28:43 PM): all the shit she put me through

moscovite114 (4:28:49 PM): am i allowed to love someone but be in love with them

moscovite114 (4:28:53 PM): but still be falling

moscovite114 (4:28:59 PM): does that make anysense

juzaluvlettraway (4:29:13 PM): not really, but it's hard to define love

moscovite114 (4:40:13 PM): i c

moscovite114 (4:40:44 PM): well i can't get her out of miy mind but it's not a fluttery feeling, it's just like o hey dude i just don't wanan be away but i want to be away

moscovite114 (4:40:47 PM): fuck like i can't explain it

moscovite114 (4:40:51 PM): sh eis my best friend

juzaluvlettraway (4:41:09 PM): does it have to be a romantic love?

moscovite114 (4:41:54 PM): no it dosen't

moscovite114 (4:42:00 PM): but i meen it's getting there but it's not an dit is

moscovite114 (4:42:01 PM): ya know

juzaluvlettraway (4:42:07 PM): kinda

juzaluvlettraway (4:42:26 PM): i think if it's this hard to define whatever it is, then you should just stop trying to and let things happen

moscovite114 (4:42:52 PM): fuck

moscovite114 (4:42:54 PM): i'm doingtat

moscovite114 (4:43:00 PM): i'm just trying to get someone to explain this to me

juzaluvlettraway (4:43:13 PM): does it need to be explained?

juzaluvlettraway (4:43:20 PM): [wow, i feel so philosophical right now]

moscovite114 (4:44:35 PM): damn it

moscovite114 (4:44:37 PM): i dunno

juzaluvlettraway (4:44:54 PM): this trying to explain is jsut making it harder, and you keep thinking and thinking

juzaluvlettraway (4:44:59 PM): and it's not helping

juzaluvlettraway (4:45:14 PM): i'm sure it'll be hard to do, but try to leave it alone

moscovite114 (4:46:02 PM): once again why??

juzaluvlettraway (4:46:22 PM): it's causing you mental anguish, to figure out what the fuck's going on

juzaluvlettraway (4:46:32 PM): [or, it sounds like it]

moscovite114 (4:47:46 PM): only halfly

juzaluvlettraway (4:48:09 PM): well, either way i'd try to not worry about it

moscovite114 (4:48:39 PM): alright then

yeah, i feel all philosophical. it's awesome.