i think i might've made him cry... not in front of me, but he looked like he might.
i feel kinda bad, but at the same time kinda relieved.
he couldn't really believe it. i feel bad, i really do. but now that it's done, my eyebrows are starting to unknit from my guilty/unhappy face. i'm not relaxed, that's for sure.
it needed to be done. i couldn't keep leading him on. i felt like i was faking most of the time, and that really isn't fair to him.
i'll continue to feel bad for a few days. but i think it really was all for the best.
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