[ ] Lose a lover
or
[x] Love a loser
[x] Never see again
or
[ ] Never speak again
[x] Run 2 miles straight
or
[ ] Walk 8 miles
[ ] Go to the beach
or
[x] Have a milkshake
[x] Laugh when no one else is
or
[ ] Not laughing while everybody else is
[ ] Drink 10 cans of soda at once
or
[x] Never drink soda again
[x] Have your pants rip
or
[ ] Get thrown in a trash can
[x]Work at McDonald's
or
[ ] Join the army
[x] Kiss someone you don't like
or
[ ] Have someone kiss you who doesn't like you
[ ] Not take a bath for a week
or
[x] Take a bath in a lake
[ ] Be an only child
or
[x] Have 5 brothers
[x] Cry in front of 5000 strangers
or
[ ] Cry in front of your whole school
[x] Be able to rewind time
or
[ ] See the future
[x] Be hated for who you are
or
[] Be loved for something you're not
[x] Die the day after the best day of your life
or
[ ] Live to be 90 with everyday being 'okay'
[ ] Be absolutely gorgeous
or
[x] Have a really great personality
[ ] Go skydiving
or
[x] Go scuba diving
[x] Be loved by one person
or
[ ] Have 10 people who like you
[x] Have one absolutely amazing kiss
or
[ ] Have 40 okay kisses
[x] Love and lose
or
[ ] Never love at all
[x] Be friends with someone you absolutely hate
or
[ ] Give someone you love a dirty look
NAME YOUR:
-high school: Carver Center for Arts and Technology [I refuse to add 'George Washington' to the front...]
-junior high school: Sudbrook Magnet Middle School
-elementary school: Church Lane Elementary Technology School [hells yeah, 14 years of magnet schools!]
-favorite soda: Cheerwine
-favorite fruit: mango
-favorite season: winter
DO YOU:
-want a tattoo: Indeed
-want more piercings: Probably
LAST:
-talked to: Anna Pallotta
-shower: yesterday
-watched: South Park
FOR OR AGAINST:
-long distant relationships: for
-killing people: against
-teenage drinking: for
HAVE YOU EVER:
-ever cried over a girl or boy: no
-ever been arrested: no
-ever had a friend die: no
-ever dated a cousin: no!
-ever used a gun: just a bb gun
-ever finished a puzzle: yes
-ever got surgery: yes?
-ever got beaten up: no
-ever hated someone: no
-ever made a huge mistake: yes
-ever jogged a mile: probably
-ever broken someones heart: yeah...
NUMBER:
-favorite number: 69. heh...
-number of times you've have had your heart broken: 0!
LAST PERSON WHO:
-slept in a bed with you: whoa. I'm gonna go with Christian, even though that was back in... July, I think
-made you cry: probably a movie...
PICK ONE:
-blue or red?: blue
-spring or fall?: fall
RANDOM STUFF:
-criminal record?: none
-do you speak any other language: some bits of Italian (I've mostly forgotten it by now), random words in other languages, mainly swear words (oh, Finnish...)
-piercings?: 5, ears
YOU'RE:
-how old do you look: early 20s, I guess
-how old do you act: probably also early 20s
-do you have any pets: 2 kitties, though technically they're the family pets
-mood: content, getting sleepy
DO YOU HAVE THE FOLLOWING IN YOU'RE BEDROOM AT THE MOMENT:
Condoms: no
Cell phone: yes
Chair/stool: yes, several
Book shelf: yes!
Dresser: yes
Computer: yes. are you serious?
Pictures: yes
Mirror: yes
Skateboard: no
Bed: yes
Clothes on the floor: you have no idea... (yes)
Surfboard: no
Smoke detector: yes, but it's not actually in place... I should fix that...
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: no... just a flute
Locking door: yes
Bottle of water: yes?
Blacklight: no
Medals/ribbons: yes, just the KSR one
CDs: yes!
Flag: no
Stop sign/any sign: no
Real gun: no!
Empty bottles: too many...
Books: YES!
Stereo: no, just a boombox
Television: no
Lighter: yes
Gum: yea, like, 2 pieces...
How many windows do you have in your room? one
What color is your bed sheet? white
What's on your walls? random art from high school, a couple posters, about a zillion polaroids
Has the opposite sex been on your bed? yes
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? nope
Do you like your bedroom? for the most part
1) Are your parents married or divorced? married
2) Vegetarian? nooooooo
3) Heaven? how do you expect me to answer this?
4) Come close to dying? no
5) What jewelry do you wear? my sweet dino watch, plain earrings, usually my class ring
6) Are you eating? no
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? yes
8) Makeup? just on my eyes
10) Would you ever have plastic surgery? nope
11) What do you wear to bed? flannel pants, whatever tshirt i was wearing that day
12) Have you ever done anything illegal? yeahhhh
13) Can you roll your tongue? indeed
14) What kind of sneakers? all stars, man
15) Abortion? depends on the person and situation
16) Hair color? auburn
17) Future child's? what about them?
19) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? UK and NZ
20) Do you sleep with stuffed animal? used to, I still have her
21) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? get myself a car!
22) Gold or silver? silver
23) Hamburger or hot dog? hot dog
24) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? bagels, though I imagine I'd get sick of them... eventually
25) What was the last thing you touched? before my keyboard, I grabbed a hat and put it on
26) Where do you eat dinner? technically I haven't really... but the last 'meal' I ate was a boring salad and a slice of apple streusel bread
27) When's the last time you cried? uhh
28) Do you read blogs? yep
29) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? yeah, probably. I already wear boy pants
31) What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap? Nature's Gate (it's all natural), Irish Spring
32) Do you talk in your sleep? I don't think so
33) Ocean or pool? pool
34) What's your favorite song at the moment? "Lucid Dreams" Franz Ferdinand (the original, not the extended album one)
35) What's your favorite color? green
36) Window seat or aisle? window
37) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? for the most part
38) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut ? depends on how long it is, but I love twirling
39) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? uhh...
40) Basketball or Football? football, i guess
41) 15 - 30 minutes? huh?
42) Do you drive a stick? not at the moment, but my dad's getting one for us kids to split over the summer
43) Cake or ice cream? ice cream
44) Self-conscious? indeed!
45) Have you ever given money to a bum? probably
46) When did you first fall in love? not yet
47) Where do you wish you were? with people and not cooped up in my basement...
48) Have you ever rode in an ambulance? nope
49) Can you tango? not really...
50) Last gift you received? uhh... Nicole bought me a frap today?
51) Last sport you played? does cycling count?
52) Things you spend a lot of money on? woot shirts
53) Where do you live? currently RVA, normally B'more
54) Last wedding attended? I have no idea
55) Favorite fast food restaurant? Five Guys!
56) Most hated food(s)? uhh...
57) Can you sing? indeed!
58) Last text? Anna: "Not a bad idea!"
59) What's your least fav. cleaning? bathrooms...
60) Favorite drink? tea
61) Current Crush? no one
62) Current thoughts of person posted this quiz before you? I wish he really existed...
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30 April 2010
13 April 2010
JOURNEYYYYY
so, exciting news regarding journey. BFTW has been asked to be chasers because we're huge and awesome. wow, that sounds dirty...

THIS IS THE MOST EXCITING EMAIL I'VE GOTTEN IN, LIKE, MONTHS!! seriously, aside from all my ff.n alerts, the only emails i get are spam and order confirmations for all the shit i order online [still waiting for my tea from republic of tea and that random woot shirt. oh, and i ordered a leatherman multitool! god, i think i might have a problem...]
ANYWAY
wow, i think hoogily and his amusing blogs are rubbing off on me...
i did the first of that 30 days meme i found. favorite song = "lucid dreams" by franz ferdinand. so i drabbled, recorded myself air-drumming the whole song, and then posted both on dA.
also, i was up late last night working on my english paper, but i still only wrote 2 pages. because i'm terrible like that. and i meant to throw today too, but that didn't happen because i'm too lazy. i almost missed 'lost' because i was too caught up in being retarded with that meme thing. AND THAT WAS ALMOST A REALLY TERRIBLE THING BECAUSE I WOULD'VE MISSED HEARTWARMING HUGO/LIBBY AND DESMOND BEING SIMULTANEOUSLY AWESOME AND DOUCHEY. the dude was all zen, and then ran down wheelchair!locke in a school parking lot then drove off. but then he got thrown down a well by not-locke.
god, 'lost' makes absolutely no sense to someone who has either not watched it for any length of time. BUT OHMYGOD IT'S ALMOST OVER WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE WHEN IT ENDS!!
ok, i need to stop before i abuse my capslock key anymore than i already did...


THIS IS THE MOST EXCITING EMAIL I'VE GOTTEN IN, LIKE, MONTHS!! seriously, aside from all my ff.n alerts, the only emails i get are spam and order confirmations for all the shit i order online [still waiting for my tea from republic of tea and that random woot shirt. oh, and i ordered a leatherman multitool! god, i think i might have a problem...]
ANYWAY
wow, i think hoogily and his amusing blogs are rubbing off on me...
i did the first of that 30 days meme i found. favorite song = "lucid dreams" by franz ferdinand. so i drabbled, recorded myself air-drumming the whole song, and then posted both on dA.
also, i was up late last night working on my english paper, but i still only wrote 2 pages. because i'm terrible like that. and i meant to throw today too, but that didn't happen because i'm too lazy. i almost missed 'lost' because i was too caught up in being retarded with that meme thing. AND THAT WAS ALMOST A REALLY TERRIBLE THING BECAUSE I WOULD'VE MISSED HEARTWARMING HUGO/LIBBY AND DESMOND BEING SIMULTANEOUSLY AWESOME AND DOUCHEY. the dude was all zen, and then ran down wheelchair!locke in a school parking lot then drove off. but then he got thrown down a well by not-locke.
god, 'lost' makes absolutely no sense to someone who has either not watched it for any length of time. BUT OHMYGOD IT'S ALMOST OVER WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE WHEN IT ENDS!!
ok, i need to stop before i abuse my capslock key anymore than i already did...

yet more evidence of why i love candesceres. angel!portugal is grumpy.
blank 30 days meme
day 01: your favorite song
day 02: your favorite movie
day 03: your favorite television program
day 04: your favorite book
day 05: your favorite quote
day 06: whatever tickles your fancy
day 07: a photo that makes you happy
day 08: a photo that makes you angry/sad
day 09: a photo you took
day 10: a photo of you taken over 10 years ago
day 11: a photo of you taken recently
day12: whatever tickles your fancy
day 13: a fictional book
day 14: a non-fictional book
day 15: a fanfic
day 16: a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
day 17: an art piece (drawing, painting, sculpture, etc)
day 18: whatever tickles your fancy
day 19: a talent of yours
day 20: a hobby of yours
day 21: a recipe
day 22: a website
day 23: a YouTube video
day 24: whatever tickles your fancy
day 25: your day, in great detail
day 26: your week, in great detail
day 27: this month, in great detail
day 28: this year, in great detail
day 29: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
day 30: whatever tickles your fancy
i didn't write this, i found it. i'm hoping to write little drabbles, or longer 'fics', for each one. i'll be filling this on my writing page, acenano.
day 02: your favorite movie
day 03: your favorite television program
day 04: your favorite book
day 05: your favorite quote
day 06: whatever tickles your fancy
day 07: a photo that makes you happy
day 08: a photo that makes you angry/sad
day 09: a photo you took
day 10: a photo of you taken over 10 years ago
day 11: a photo of you taken recently
day12: whatever tickles your fancy
day 13: a fictional book
day 14: a non-fictional book
day 15: a fanfic
day 16: a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
day 17: an art piece (drawing, painting, sculpture, etc)
day 18: whatever tickles your fancy
day 19: a talent of yours
day 20: a hobby of yours
day 21: a recipe
day 22: a website
day 23: a YouTube video
day 24: whatever tickles your fancy
day 25: your day, in great detail
day 26: your week, in great detail
day 27: this month, in great detail
day 28: this year, in great detail
day 29: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
day 30: whatever tickles your fancy
i didn't write this, i found it. i'm hoping to write little drabbles, or longer 'fics', for each one. i'll be filling this on my writing page, acenano.
28 March 2010
a meme thing from cesley
This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
suuure
Gonna do anything new this year?
already done several new things, and hopefully more to come
The last time you felt honestly heart broken?
last week's "lost" was pretty heartbreaking...
Are you craving something?
bagel. whoa, hey, there's a bagel!
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
my meds... that would make everything so much easier...
Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
none
What's something not many people know about you?
not sure the internet is the way to go with revealing that kinda stuff...
Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
probably not
Have you ever swallowed a watermelon seed?
people haven't?
Do you currently have a hickey?
nope
Who did you last go out to eat with?
angelaaaa
Are you planning on watching New Moon?
i really just want to skip the end when they're in italy and forget about all that terrible angst...
Miss someone?
oh yeah
Be honest, do you like people in general?
not really
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
uhh
Now your cell phone, what color is it?
purple!
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not yet, i just woke up
So, what do you want for your birthday?
a bass!
What is your mom saved as in your phone?
mom. but she has a pic of her motorcycle, so that's cool, right?
Do you tell your parent's everything?
psh
What do you like more, Fruits or Veggies?
fruits!
Who do you talk to the most about your problems?
yasha and angela
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
cigarettes, yeah, probably.
Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
what kinda question is that? i'llprobably hurt myself trying to finish this english assginment...
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
present and very near future, like this coming week
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
weekends tend to be around 12, weeknights tend to be around 5-6
Are you easy to get along with?
once i stop being shy and actually engaging, yeah i think so
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no way
What was the last drink that you had?
water
When was the last time you were sick?
i have a feeling i'm constantly on a low simmer with colds... maybe it has to do with my basement room, but i'm sniffly all the time
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yeah, but i don't think i will
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before
What's your favorite perfume/cologne?
i really don't wear perfume...
Do you have a good reputation?
i'd like to think so
Have you ever cheated?
not in relationships
Ever made someone cry and laughed?
at the same time? don't think so
Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with?
no clue
How many jerks do you know?
a few? idk
Favorite color?
greens
Who made you mad today?
i really only just got up... but i was annoyed earlier by loud people outside my window at 8...
Are you upset?
not really
One question that's on your mind?
am i actually gonna do homework today?
Person you're trying to ignore?
no one
If you could kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
uhh, i can't even remember who that was...
Do you regret things?
i regret random little things, and they way i went about ending my last relationship.
Do you think anyone will read your answers?
probably not, but whatevs
Who do you trust?
yasha, definitely. and a couple others
Do you forgive easily?
generally, yeah
What's on your mind?
english... AHHHHHHH! and my silk painting, but that'll hopefully be fun. and classes...
If you could apologize to anyone right now, who would it be?
i'm sorry if it seems like i led you on. i didn't really understand myself at the time, and now that i do, i know i was kinda a bitch to do that to you. i'm glad, though, that you seem better now.
Are you honest?
i try to be
What are you listening to?
voxtrot, yeahh
Are looks important?
unfortunately, yeah
What flavor of chapstick did you last use?
burt's bees original. mmm
Where did you get the shirt that you're wearing?
my bro, and he from some little league
Is anybody in the room with you right now?
just me
Do your socks constantly mis-match?
nope
Have you ever been on fmylife.com?
i used to like it, but then i found mlia, and then i forgot about both
Aside from your own, whose house did you last set foot into?
angela's dorm? does that count?
Wishing you could have said something to someone when you had the chance?
yeah
Fess up, who was the last person you thought about kissing?
uhh...
Last picture comment was from?
shelley
Ever tackled someone to the ground?
not quite to the ground, we were at work. but yeahhh
How many people have you hugged in the past week?
quite a few, i can assure you
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably, but i have no idea who
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
the quiet side is bigger, but sometimes i can be loud
Are you a stressed out person?
yesssss
Are your parents over the age of 40?
quite
How are you feeling?
cold, hungry, sleepy
Are you ready to get out of this town?
not quite yet, though i certainly don't plan on staying in this town
How important is trust?
extremely
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
nope
I bet someone's on your mind right now?
sure
Have you ever slapped someone?
not that i can think of
Will tomorrow be better than today?
no classes = yes. giant-ish english paper = no
Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
naturally neutral, with a tendency towards happy
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
a couple times, yeah. though generally it's more high than drunk. my friends are cool like that...
suuure
Gonna do anything new this year?
already done several new things, and hopefully more to come
The last time you felt honestly heart broken?
last week's "lost" was pretty heartbreaking...
Are you craving something?
bagel. whoa, hey, there's a bagel!
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
my meds... that would make everything so much easier...
Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
none
What's something not many people know about you?
not sure the internet is the way to go with revealing that kinda stuff...
Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
probably not
Have you ever swallowed a watermelon seed?
people haven't?
Do you currently have a hickey?
nope
Who did you last go out to eat with?
angelaaaa
Are you planning on watching New Moon?
i really just want to skip the end when they're in italy and forget about all that terrible angst...
Miss someone?
oh yeah
Be honest, do you like people in general?
not really
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
uhh
Now your cell phone, what color is it?
purple!
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not yet, i just woke up
So, what do you want for your birthday?
a bass!
What is your mom saved as in your phone?
mom. but she has a pic of her motorcycle, so that's cool, right?
Do you tell your parent's everything?
psh
What do you like more, Fruits or Veggies?
fruits!
Who do you talk to the most about your problems?
yasha and angela
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
cigarettes, yeah, probably.
Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
what kinda question is that? i'llprobably hurt myself trying to finish this english assginment...
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
present and very near future, like this coming week
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
weekends tend to be around 12, weeknights tend to be around 5-6
Are you easy to get along with?
once i stop being shy and actually engaging, yeah i think so
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no way
What was the last drink that you had?
water
When was the last time you were sick?
i have a feeling i'm constantly on a low simmer with colds... maybe it has to do with my basement room, but i'm sniffly all the time
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yeah, but i don't think i will
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before
What's your favorite perfume/cologne?
i really don't wear perfume...
Do you have a good reputation?
i'd like to think so
Have you ever cheated?
not in relationships
Ever made someone cry and laughed?
at the same time? don't think so
Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with?
no clue
How many jerks do you know?
a few? idk
Favorite color?
greens
Who made you mad today?
i really only just got up... but i was annoyed earlier by loud people outside my window at 8...
Are you upset?
not really
One question that's on your mind?
am i actually gonna do homework today?
Person you're trying to ignore?
no one
If you could kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
uhh, i can't even remember who that was...
Do you regret things?
i regret random little things, and they way i went about ending my last relationship.
Do you think anyone will read your answers?
probably not, but whatevs
Who do you trust?
yasha, definitely. and a couple others
Do you forgive easily?
generally, yeah
What's on your mind?
english... AHHHHHHH! and my silk painting, but that'll hopefully be fun. and classes...
If you could apologize to anyone right now, who would it be?
i'm sorry if it seems like i led you on. i didn't really understand myself at the time, and now that i do, i know i was kinda a bitch to do that to you. i'm glad, though, that you seem better now.
Are you honest?
i try to be
What are you listening to?
voxtrot, yeahh
Are looks important?
unfortunately, yeah
What flavor of chapstick did you last use?
burt's bees original. mmm
Where did you get the shirt that you're wearing?
my bro, and he from some little league
Is anybody in the room with you right now?
just me
Do your socks constantly mis-match?
nope
Have you ever been on fmylife.com?
i used to like it, but then i found mlia, and then i forgot about both
Aside from your own, whose house did you last set foot into?
angela's dorm? does that count?
Wishing you could have said something to someone when you had the chance?
yeah
Fess up, who was the last person you thought about kissing?
uhh...
Last picture comment was from?
shelley
Ever tackled someone to the ground?
not quite to the ground, we were at work. but yeahhh
How many people have you hugged in the past week?
quite a few, i can assure you
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably, but i have no idea who
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
the quiet side is bigger, but sometimes i can be loud
Are you a stressed out person?
yesssss
Are your parents over the age of 40?
quite
How are you feeling?
cold, hungry, sleepy
Are you ready to get out of this town?
not quite yet, though i certainly don't plan on staying in this town
How important is trust?
extremely
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
nope
I bet someone's on your mind right now?
sure
Have you ever slapped someone?
not that i can think of
Will tomorrow be better than today?
no classes = yes. giant-ish english paper = no
Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
naturally neutral, with a tendency towards happy
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
a couple times, yeah. though generally it's more high than drunk. my friends are cool like that...
12 January 2010
i found this on dA...
You win backstage passes to meet the Jonas Brothers, you....?
mail the tickets to my cousin...
You've locked yourself outside and no-one will be home for a few hours you:
call yasha and see what he's doing
You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
HOLYSHITWHATTHEFUCK!! well, now i know what i look like...
Have you ever kicked a wall, door, etc.?
totally
What are you wearing?
clothes. several layers of them cuz it's freezing outside
What are you excited for?
SATURDAY AND THE RETURN TO RVA!
Do you like to cuddle and snuggle?
quite
Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
see: yasha [that's a yes...]
Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
mother
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yeah
Do you want your tongue pierced?
NO
Are you listening to music right now?
that i am. my itunes is getting really huge...
Are you wearing makeup?
yeah
Do you tend to waste a lot of your money?
i used to kinda, but i'm working on not
Do you find smoking unattractive?
depends on the person
Where is the person you miss the most right now?
i don't really miss a person... i miss a place...
Your parents split; would you want to live with your mom or dad?
i'd probably spend more time with my dad, but i'd figure out how to live on my own since i'm almost 20
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably, though i think he's mostly gotten over it by now [it's been almost 5 months, get over it...]
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
psh, as if. i was angry at myself for not going to bed earlier...
Does anyone like you at the moment?
possibly? idk... if he pursues me, i'm denying him straight up. though i doubt he will...
What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
"really? ooooook..."
Two days from now this time, where will you be?
probably the same place i am now: on my bed online...
What's the worst thing to happen to you today?
i woke up. not to say the whole day was bad, just the fact that i had to wake up was bad.
Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe?
most of the time, he does. and sometimes he calls me to say he's coming to get me so we can do donuts in the snowy/icey deserted mall parking lot. and then i freak out a bit. [see pic at end]
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nope, i don't really hate
Do you hate the last girl you were text messaging?
nope
What was on your mind mostly today?
"wow, i was an idiot for staying up that late last night..."
Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
hardly.... mainly the horizontal ones like ^_^
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
yeah
Are you wasting your time on someone?
nope
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
don't think so
Have you kissed anyone in the past 2 days?
nope. though i was bitten and licked last night... not like that!
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
uhhh..... i was next to yasha when i took my last picture, but neither of us were in said picture...
Will tomorrow be better than today?
possibly
Do you hate when people smoke around you?
only if the smoke is blowing in my face and that's all i'm breathing...
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
lately i've been so dead that i don't. but i sometimes have that problem
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
i don't think so. because even my bestest friends have their moments. wait. i think anna would be nothing but fun, even with her diabetes
Is your hair up or down right now?
down
Do you like hugs and kisses?
hugs: yes; kisses: depends
Think back to September were you in a relationship?
nope, had just gotten out of one
Do you feel like you have life figured out?
nope
How's your heart right now?
good, why?
Do you ever bite your lip?
sometimes, i guess. cuz i like the pain of it. seriously. and then it gets too chapped so i put chapstick on.
Do you think two people can last forever?
if they have a balance, yeah
Where do you go when you want to be alone?
my room
Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
yep
So, what if you married and had kids with the last person you kissed?
i don't even remember who that is...
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
rva... god, i'm so ready to go back...
What is your current annoyance?
stupid early work hours...
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
yep. first and last name
Are you a bad influence?
psh
Do you get called baby, babe, or honey most?
hun, actaully
When did you last cry?
saturday night. i flipped out.
Do you have a favorite number?
69. heh. i blame laura.
Do you bite your nails?
nope, i tend to grow them out. though it's hard with my major...
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, would you?
probably
When will your next kiss be?
no clue
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
stocking...
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i was gonna say something here, but i totally forgot...
but i just remembered something else! i read a fill last night about Canada being asexual and the other nations trying to get into his pants... but that's not important. what was important was the website resources linked at the end. and it made me feel so much better about my own asexual-ness. because that's pretty much what i am.
sex itself hold no interest for me. i have no real desire to participate in it. which i'm sure is part of the reason christian didn't work out: i know he wanted to have sex with me, though he never went out and said it. but i really didn't. not just cuz it was him, but in general. and it only ever bothered me 3 times that i can recall: telling bri about how i'd never done anything beyond kissing with emily, telling jenny the same thing, and being with christian in general. and when yasha gets it in his head that i need to hook up with someone [generally of the female persuasion, which would probably be preferable anyway].
the site
and it's not that reading that fill and finding that site made me realize and put into words that i'm asexual. i figured that out a while ago, back when i was with emily. but that site helped me understand what it means specifically and figure out 'to what degree' i guess. cuz i do masturbate. gosh it feels weird to admit that someplace people i know can find...
anyway, the promised pic from the meme:
mail the tickets to my cousin...
You've locked yourself outside and no-one will be home for a few hours you:
call yasha and see what he's doing
You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
HOLYSHITWHATTHEFUCK!! well, now i know what i look like...
Have you ever kicked a wall, door, etc.?
totally
What are you wearing?
clothes. several layers of them cuz it's freezing outside
What are you excited for?
SATURDAY AND THE RETURN TO RVA!
Do you like to cuddle and snuggle?
quite
Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
see: yasha [that's a yes...]
Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
mother
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yeah
Do you want your tongue pierced?
NO
Are you listening to music right now?
that i am. my itunes is getting really huge...
Are you wearing makeup?
yeah
Do you tend to waste a lot of your money?
i used to kinda, but i'm working on not
Do you find smoking unattractive?
depends on the person
Where is the person you miss the most right now?
i don't really miss a person... i miss a place...
Your parents split; would you want to live with your mom or dad?
i'd probably spend more time with my dad, but i'd figure out how to live on my own since i'm almost 20
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably, though i think he's mostly gotten over it by now [it's been almost 5 months, get over it...]
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
psh, as if. i was angry at myself for not going to bed earlier...
Does anyone like you at the moment?
possibly? idk... if he pursues me, i'm denying him straight up. though i doubt he will...
What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
"really? ooooook..."
Two days from now this time, where will you be?
probably the same place i am now: on my bed online...
What's the worst thing to happen to you today?
i woke up. not to say the whole day was bad, just the fact that i had to wake up was bad.
Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe?
most of the time, he does. and sometimes he calls me to say he's coming to get me so we can do donuts in the snowy/icey deserted mall parking lot. and then i freak out a bit. [see pic at end]
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nope, i don't really hate
Do you hate the last girl you were text messaging?
nope
What was on your mind mostly today?
"wow, i was an idiot for staying up that late last night..."
Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
hardly.... mainly the horizontal ones like ^_^
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
yeah
Are you wasting your time on someone?
nope
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
don't think so
Have you kissed anyone in the past 2 days?
nope. though i was bitten and licked last night... not like that!
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
uhhh..... i was next to yasha when i took my last picture, but neither of us were in said picture...
Will tomorrow be better than today?
possibly
Do you hate when people smoke around you?
only if the smoke is blowing in my face and that's all i'm breathing...
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
lately i've been so dead that i don't. but i sometimes have that problem
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
i don't think so. because even my bestest friends have their moments. wait. i think anna would be nothing but fun, even with her diabetes
Is your hair up or down right now?
down
Do you like hugs and kisses?
hugs: yes; kisses: depends
Think back to September were you in a relationship?
nope, had just gotten out of one
Do you feel like you have life figured out?
nope
How's your heart right now?
good, why?
Do you ever bite your lip?
sometimes, i guess. cuz i like the pain of it. seriously. and then it gets too chapped so i put chapstick on.
Do you think two people can last forever?
if they have a balance, yeah
Where do you go when you want to be alone?
my room
Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
yep
So, what if you married and had kids with the last person you kissed?
i don't even remember who that is...
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
rva... god, i'm so ready to go back...
What is your current annoyance?
stupid early work hours...
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
yep. first and last name
Are you a bad influence?
psh
Do you get called baby, babe, or honey most?
hun, actaully
When did you last cry?
saturday night. i flipped out.
Do you have a favorite number?
69. heh. i blame laura.
Do you bite your nails?
nope, i tend to grow them out. though it's hard with my major...
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, would you?
probably
When will your next kiss be?
no clue
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
stocking...
---
i was gonna say something here, but i totally forgot...
but i just remembered something else! i read a fill last night about Canada being asexual and the other nations trying to get into his pants... but that's not important. what was important was the website resources linked at the end. and it made me feel so much better about my own asexual-ness. because that's pretty much what i am.
sex itself hold no interest for me. i have no real desire to participate in it. which i'm sure is part of the reason christian didn't work out: i know he wanted to have sex with me, though he never went out and said it. but i really didn't. not just cuz it was him, but in general. and it only ever bothered me 3 times that i can recall: telling bri about how i'd never done anything beyond kissing with emily, telling jenny the same thing, and being with christian in general. and when yasha gets it in his head that i need to hook up with someone [generally of the female persuasion, which would probably be preferable anyway].
the site
and it's not that reading that fill and finding that site made me realize and put into words that i'm asexual. i figured that out a while ago, back when i was with emily. but that site helped me understand what it means specifically and figure out 'to what degree' i guess. cuz i do masturbate. gosh it feels weird to admit that someplace people i know can find...
anyway, the promised pic from the meme:
07 January 2010
meme!

i got bored and found this meme in my dA watchers list. my answers:
1- twenty i have no idea what that is... something to do with ww2...]
2- glasgow, scotland!
3- bed [that's a pretty sweet bed, btw]
4- tea
5- shrimp scampi
6- lolcats
7- green [that woman is kinda terrifying...]
8- bawlmer, merlin, hon!
9- rva
10- abigail [breslin]
11- emily [strange]
12- yoshi! [i hope he doesn't get offended lol]
13- jellybean [though only my parents call me that]
14- eleanor [mustang... which i'm starting to kinda want...]
15- geneva [switzerland]
16- fisher [otter?]
17- internet...
18- cheese cutter [seriously.]
19- nancy
20- fiber arts
tag- i hate my touch pad...
btw, work was long and sucky today. it's supposed to snow some tonight, and dan predicted we'd get a lot of business today as a result of everyone in baltimore running around and freaking out. it was true... those last 2 hours, which i think were technically overtime, were brutal... i crashed in the car ride home. seriously. i vaguely remember mom getting out at bob's for her part, and then we were at berrymans and reisterstown and i had no idea how we even got there.
last night i was watching part of the 25th anniversary concert for the rock and roll hall of fame. the general format is one band sets up and does a song or two, they have several random guests come out and join them for other songs, and repeat. almost everyone was an inductee [fergie and will.i.am certainly aren't]. aretha franklin had just finished singing with annie lennox. that was cool i guess [honestly i fast forwarded through it...]. the next band out, though, was metallica, just inducted this past year. and one of their 'guests' was ozzy. and i was amazed at that whiplash genre change. seriously.
i felt kinda bad fast forwarding through so much. i felt like it was my history in a weird way, and i was being disrespectful by skipping huge chunks. then again, the whole thing was over 4 hours long, with no commercials. there's no way i'm sitting through all that.
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