critique musings

[actually written october 27]
I don't know why, but I'm feeling very... introspective, I guess, right now. Maybe it has to do with Airlie's video. Of course, as usual, I have no idea what I want to say.

I'm very sleepy... Maybe that has something to do with my mood.
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I'm just a slave to it all. Get rich, stay kitch, give me another hit.
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Fashion is the only cure. It always leaves you wanting more.
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So far there are 37 pages with drawings on them, 24 blank pages, and the rest have writing on them. Course, some of the drawing pages also have writing... Then there's all those passes... Aw, there's only four. I thought there were more
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I just remembered a thought I had a few years ago. About me and rain. I think it was in middle school when I noticed that my creative [and mainly writing] mind was most active when it rains. And something about Seattle and how I couldn't deal with all the rain I'm convinced happens there.
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I've totally got that song stuck in my head, "Fashion" by Rogue Traders.
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This has been one of the longest breaks in Time studio ever! It's probably because David's doing some grade thing... Which I really should do, but I can't bring myself to care enough.

Briana and Rachel are on their phones, Anna's on Facebook, Cheryl is reading a book, Airlie is just sorta sitting there, as is that new guy [whose name I can never remember - oh! Melvin!]. And now there's a conversation about whether your brain is intestines or not...

Oh, I think we're finally gonna start now.
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Leaning up against the wall is Becca, Corey, Jenna, Airlie, Kristin, Anna, me, Cheryl, and Rachel. On the other side of the projector is Stephen, Gwenyth, George, Melvin, and Briana. Pacing in th middle is David. We're having a crit. My back hurts, and I'm incredibly bored... hence all this writing, which is now on its third page.
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Mmmm, music. On my iTunes I have exactly 1700 songs right now. That's almost all my music... I know there's 5 albums not there because I took them off [the 3 LotR soundtracks, 300, Master&Commander], though I do still have the CDs. I don't think I put Ultimate Funk on, or that CD I half stole from Yasha when I was home last.

My music is so spread out! Physically, I mean. All 1700 songs are on 6 data discs, 74 CDs, a 4gig flash drive, with plenty only on my laptop or still stuck on my shuffle since I still refuse to sync it with my new iTunes.

It's all pretty ridiculous...
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HW. Shoot 2 videos, 1-2 mins each, MAKING SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL IN THE FRAME. due wed. beauty, interesting, unique, something that speaks to you